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Thanks to a half-price sale at the mattress store, my baby is going to have a much nicer mattress-and-boxspring-on-the-floor than Mommy and Daddy do, albeit a smaller one (standard twin size. It's being delivered on Friday, and I've spent a bunch of time today playing mental Tetris with the furniture in his room, figuring out where the thing is going to go.

I have sadface over how fast he is growing up...he's still a toddler in his personality and development, of course, but he looks and feels like a big boy and it is TOO SOON.

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big, bigger, biggest boy (pix) )

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Me: Charlie, will you put on your special outfit that [birth mom] gave you, and let me take some Birthday pictures?
Charlie: no thank you!
Me: Please? I really want you to.
Charlie: no, I don't want to.
Me: Charlie, if you put on your special outfit and let me take your picture, I will give you candy.
Charlie: Okay Mommy!

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Sleepy Nap

Jun. 4th, 2011 03:52 pm
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Ingredients:

1. new Crocs, not to be parted with for any reason no no want Crocs want Crocs aaaaiiiee

2. As many choo-choos as possible

3. Reluctantly accepted plush animal, made more tolerable by being in form of ball

4. All the binkies, including ones recently found in a drawer that are totally not the right type, so they are lovingly carried around while simultaneously being rejected.
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Bouncing on Mommy and Daddy's bed is the greatest thing in the world! 

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Charlie is developing more physical confidence, so he's starting to do more jumping and rolling and falling down.  This is occasionally terrifying for us, but it's good for him, so we encourage it.  The other day he entertained himself, and us, by rolling around on the playroom's foam floor for a while. 

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So, two weeks ago, right in the middle of all the work in the basement, my new "Limhwa ToYou Sara" doll arrived, after a 6-month wait. She had to immediately go hide in a drawer so she wouldn't get damaged by the dust or flying debris. Yesterday I finally got to take her out and start trying wigs on her, with varying results. These wigs were all bought as options for myElfdoll Hana Devil doll, and are all a little big for the Limhwa, but I'd rather not order new if I can make one of these work. I think I actually like the red fur wig shown in the first picture, but she will definitely need fairy wings if she's going to wear her hair all cray cray like that. (Or I might twist a couple of plastic fishies into her hair so she can be Delirium.)

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The construction of Mike's office is finished, yay! So now we're working on putting the basement, and everything in it, into its new configuration. I spent the evening tetrising furnature around in my study (which is next to the new office) so am too tired to post anything coherent. So have some pictures of Charlie with binkies on his toes instead.
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(1. He can't put them on his own toes yet; he waves a binky at me and says "toes, toes" until I do it. 2. He can't stick a binky in his mouth with his toes...yet. We are encouraging toe skills since in some cases an agile foot is a good substitute for a hand. Arboreal locomotion, for example.)

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Shoes

Oct. 21st, 2010 01:31 pm
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Trying on Mommy's shoes...  
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These are from back in August but I forgot to post them then...I have only let Charlie have Hi-C a couple of times, and I only fill it halfway, I swear!  He usually eats a pretty healthy diet, within the scope of his allergy restrictions. But he was such a good boy when I took him into the 7-11 with me on this particular weekend Diet Coke run (Diet Coke, nectar of the gods), and he does so love to do what Mommy and Daddy do, that I got him his own half Gulp as a treat.  Mike took the pictures to commemorate our awful un-nutritional parenting.  And the nice lazy afternoon we were having hanging out on the stoop.

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The Nick DeWolf Photo Archive is an ongoing project to put all of one WONDERFUL photographer's photos on flickr. The photos span several decades, and the archivist is putting them up a reel at a time, so you can view them just as they were taken--good, bad, meh, and fabulous. The photos generally feature people doing social stuff, and they present wonderful slices of life from the 60's and 70's in particular (at least, those are my favorite decades in the collection so far. If you add it to your flickr contacts you'll see when new photos are added (if you log into flickr frequently, anyway).
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He is dubious but I convince him to try a taste of ketchup off of my pinky...

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Older mommies have the best toys! [That's my blood pressure monitor]

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My glasses

Jun. 22nd, 2010 09:16 pm
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He kept taking them off my face, so I stuck them on him. Cannot stop giggling at this little-old-lady picture.

ETA: Elise suggests a caption contest for this picture!  Have at it if you're so inclined. (I'll have to think a bit about what the prize should be)
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Charlie is nearly 2, and is starting to look like a little boy instead of a baby. I am not a fan of this rapid growing up thing! Too fast! Although I am enjoying his developing personality a lot.

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Demonstrating his fine motor skills and working on his escape skills
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A few days ago, we mailed a letter to Chinese Children Adoption International, requesting that they and the central adoption authority in China close our file.  We sent our initial application in February of 2006, and finished our dossier 9 months later.  We got got an official log-in-date (LID) in China of 12-11-2006, which was our 7-year wedding anniversary, as it happened.  We took that as a good omen.  At the time we started our process the wait time for a referral from China had crept up to 9 months from an all-time-low in 2005 of 6 months.

In December of 2007 we still didn't have a referral--in the China process, they go in strict date order, matching a batch of LID dates once a month, with everyone who shares a LID getting referrals in the same month, and by the end of 2007 they were only doing a few LID days each month, for a variety of reasons.  People were still getting matches but the wait time had grown to 24 months and the agencies kept saying that "the CCAA was saying they don't intend to let the wait get to 36 months if they can help it."  Which is another way of saying they expect the wait to approach 36 months.  We activated plan B and went back into the home study process, this time for a domestic adoption, since we always wanted at least 2 kids.  We kept the China file open and figured we'd wait and see what happened.

As most of you know, in June of 2008 Charlie happened, yay!  Just before that, in May of 2008, China introduced a lot of new restrictions on future applications, designed to reduce the number of people applying to adopt, and they made some changes to simplify special-needs adoption, so people with LIDs in the non-special-needs program could switch.  The pace of referrals has held steady since then at about 3 LID days per month, with a recent jump up to 6 LID days per month. At the 6-LID-days rate, we can expect a referral in 2013 or so.

The slowdown is good news for Chinese babies and families.  It's always better, I (and various others) think, if the needs of a child can be met by their home country, and their birth family if possible.  The switch in emphasis onto special-needs adoption is smart and can provide good outcomes for kids who would have limited opportunities at home, where attitudes and economics still are evolving.  But there is a tremendous pressure created by so many waiting LID families, so many people with the $5000 orphanage fee ready, and such a long-standing "good adoption program" reputation for the CCAA to uphold.  Whenever there's a supply & demand imbalance in adoption, there's a risk of trafficking, and we feel that the risk will grow in the next few years, particularly when it comes to the perfectly-healthy-girl we originally requested.  By now we're old hands at SN, but being old hands at it means knowing the resources we would need to raise two SN kids, and we don't think we'd be the best choice for a second SN baby.

So, we closed our file.  One small pressure point in the system, released, and one more of our dream babies fading back into nothingness. Giving up this dream baby was harder than all of the rest put together, although there have been many, starting with my adolescent dreams of a someday-baby who looked like me, and ending with the 4 babies whose mothers reviewed our file, during our domestic process.

Today I put my real baby in the car with me and went and donated all of the clothes and toys I'd been saving for our theoretical China baby.  We had applied for a girl so I had a lot of girl stuff--dresses handed down from my nieces, Asian dolls, pink sports toys, etc--and I couldn't bear giving it to anyone I know.  I'd packed it all up already when we started the domestic process, so I didn't have to look through it all again, although I did peek. I headed to the Salvation Army drop trailer thingy to give it away, but the one near me was full up, and the actual Salvation Army store near my MIL was closed (as on every Sunday, apparently), but I ended up finding an AmVets donation center instead.   This pleased me because while I am in favor of all thrift stores, I'd rather support an organization that focuses on getting medical care for vets than one that focuses on Jesusing people into sobriety...all things being equal.  Anyway, having Charlie along for this errand made it really not bad; I like my life and my family the way that they are, and I count my blessings every day.  And while from one angle our China adoption attempt was a failure, from another angle we did our China adoption without having to get on an airplane.  Today, at least, I'm choosing to see it from the latter angle, and not dwell on a child who, however precious, only existed in my imagination.

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(Charlie playing on a bouncy thing at our town gymnastics center)
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Charlie outgrew his original carseat a long time ago, but we kept it around until our recent spring cleaning.  We pretty much failed at our original plan of taking a picture in it every month, but we did get a few over the past couple of years.  Before toting it off to the Salvation Army last week we managed to get him in it one more time.

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